Anise Cookie Black Tea: Tea Co Benner

So this is not one from my advent calendar.

It is from my mom’s advent calendar.

Before brewing, the scents reminds me of warm sugar cookies.

After brewing its definitely giving cookie flavor. Which I was not expecting given that it is a black tea.

I did use slightly to much water longer brew time than is recommended, as I had this at work and not with my usual brewing set up.

All that said, this in one I would drink on a regular basis.

I will update this when I get home and figure out how to obtain more.

24 Days of Tea: Pumpkin Spice Tea

As a reminder, I do not get paid for these.

I’ve decided to try something new for 2025, a Tea Advent Calendar.

 

I will be honest, I’m not a pumpkin spice girl. 

That being said, as dry ingredients, this has a very strong pumpkin spice scent, with cloves being the strongest of the spice scents.

I did the recommended 5 min brewimg time using water from an electric kettle.

Once brewed, it tasted of black tea and cloves. The pumpkin spice flavor didn’t really show up until after the brew had begun to be more cold than hot and during the afterrtaste phase of the tea.

Overall, its not a bad tea. 

Isn’t one I would like to aquire more of? Not really, but it’s a decent tea.

BrittanyDinosaur

BrittanyDinosaur is a small shop for many nerdy needs. It all started with a dinosaur jacket and has just grown from there as new hobbies and skills were gained. From hand sewn dice bags to cute frosted glass cups and shadow boxes, so there are gifts or items for everyone’s interests.

https://brittanydinosaur.etsy.com

She also, for those of you in the Virginia area runs D&D games with Rouge Game Masters.

She uses alot of different mediums in her work and does 3-D printing.

Her 3-D prints will be available on this site within the next few days.

If you run a small business or know someone who does, please send me an email at octojellycrochetstudio@outlook.com with the business name, any info you would like me to mention and any links you would like me to add.

Big things planned for 2026

So it’s the start of Q4 of 2025.

The amount of things that have happened in the last 2 weeks means I’m making a lot of changes to my eaarly 2026 plans.

The show I had planned for the end of Febuary in 2026 has been postponed to Feb of 2027, due to the location being sold, and a new location not yet confirmed,  I’ll have more details on that next update.

The show I have planned in November is still a go. The will be Tournament at the Castle at Bacon’s Castle in Surry, Virginia. I’ll have a whole post on that in the coming weeks.

 

The blog series I have planned for this quarter will start in January of 2026. This will also give me time to plan out and record Youtube videos and a podcast that’s been in the works for a few months now.

Around December, I’ll announce what’s going to post and when.

There will be a shop update tomorrow of dice bags, 3d dinos (printed by BrittanyDino) and other finished products.

 

 

 

Planning in a Business

So things have been a lot lately.

I have 19 days until the Isle of Wight County Fair, and a good chunk of inventory still to make.

I will be streaming tonight from 10pm until I either can’t physically crochet or until its time for me to get the kiddo ready for school tomorrow.  www.twitch.tv/octojellycrochet

All of of the blog series I have mentioned this year, will start in January of 2026. My plan between now and Decemeberr 31 is to get all the blog series posts (Cryptids, Lovecraft, Tea, Crochet Patterns) written and scheduled for January thu March.

Somewhere in the next 4 motnhs, I will also start recording YouTube videos and start recording podcast things.

 

I have a list, broken up by Quarter and Month, on what I want to get done and by when. I’m trying something new with business planning this coming year. I have hopes that it will help my stay on track better.

My list is on a note pad and in a paper planner. While I do make use of multiple google calenders, I find using a paper tracker helps me focus better.

I know there are people who swear by computer programs, but honestly, between the business, my day job and my child and his  school and scout schedules, I’ll stick to my white board/ gooogle calendar and paper agenda.

 

 

There will be a product update in the shop following the Isle of Wight County Fair.

 

 

The History of Cthulhu: A Dive into the Mythos of Cosmic Horror

When you hear the name Cthulhu, you might picture a monstrous entity, ancient beyond human comprehension, lurking in the depths of the ocean. But how did this tentacled titan of terror come to haunt our cultural imagination? Let’s delve into the history of Cthulhu, a symbol of cosmic horror, and explore how it grew from the pages of pulp fiction to a modern myth that inspires countless works of art, literature, and pop culture.


1. The Birth of Cthulhu: H.P. Lovecraft’s Creation

In 1928, H.P. Lovecraft introduced the world to Cthulhu in his short story The Call of Cthulhu, published in Weird Tales. Set against a backdrop of mounting dread, the story described a monstrous entity lying dormant beneath the Pacific Ocean in the sunken city of R’lyeh. Lovecraft described Cthulhu as “a monster of vaguely anthropoid outline” with “an octopus-like head whose face was a mass of feelers.”

Cthulhu wasn’t just a creature; it embodied Lovecraft’s philosophy of cosmic horror. Humanity, Lovecraft argued, was insignificant in the face of ancient, indifferent cosmic entities. Cthulhu became a symbol of that terrifying vastness.

Quote: “In his house at R’lyeh, dead Cthulhu waits dreaming.” – H.P. Lovecraft


2. Cthulhu Mythos: Expanding the Universe

While Cthulhu is Lovecraft’s brainchild, the mythology didn’t stop with him. Writers in Lovecraft’s circle, such as August Derleth and Robert E. Howard, expanded the Cthulhu Mythos. This shared universe included other eldritch beings like Nyarlathotep, Azathoth, and Yog-Sothoth.

Derleth introduced the idea of a cosmic struggle between “Good” (Elder Gods) and “Evil” (Great Old Ones), giving the mythos a structure that Lovecraft himself never intended. Over time, Cthulhu became the figurehead of this pantheon, overshadowing even its more powerful counterparts.


3. Cthulhu in Pop Culture: From Niche to Phenomenon

Though Lovecraft’s work remained relatively obscure during his lifetime, the mid-20th century saw a resurgence of interest, thanks to authors like Ramsey Campbell and filmmakers like Roger Corman. By the late 20th century, Cthulhu had found a home in mainstream pop culture, appearing in everything from tabletop games like Call of Cthulhu (1981) to TV shows like South Park.

Today, Cthulhu is a cultural icon, representing everything from existential dread to satirical humor. You’ll find him on plush toys, board games, and even coffee mugs—a strange fate for an ancient, godlike entity.


4. Why Cthulhu Resonates: The Fear of the Unknown

Cthulhu’s lasting appeal lies in its embodiment of the unknown. As science uncovers more about the vastness of the universe, Lovecraft’s vision of incomprehensible cosmic forces feels more relevant than ever.

Psychologists suggest that fear of the unknown is a fundamental human trait. Cthulhu taps into that primal anxiety, reminding us of our small place in an infinite cosmos.


5. Modern Interpretations and Adaptations

Contemporary creators continue to reimagine Cthulhu. From literary works like Neil Gaiman’s A Study in Emerald to the cinematic horrors of The Mist and The Lighthouse, the essence of Cthulhu lingers. Even video games like Bloodborne draw heavy inspiration from Lovecraft’s cosmic horror.

Stat: A 2021 survey by the gaming platform Steam found that games inspired by Lovecraftian horror had grown by 40% in the past decade, a testament to the mythos’ enduring popularity.


6. The Real-Life Influence of Lovecraft’s Ideas

Beyond fiction, Lovecraft’s themes of cosmic insignificance have influenced fields like philosophy and science fiction. Writers like Stephen King cite Lovecraft as a major influence, while scientists like Carl Sagan have acknowledged the humbling perspective of cosmic scale—a concept Lovecraft fictionalized through Cthulhu.


Conclusion: Why Cthulhu Will Never Die

Cthulhu isn’t just a monster—it’s an idea. It represents the ungraspable truths of the universe, the fragility of human understanding, and the terror of what lies beyond. As long as we’re captivated by the unknown, Cthulhu will continue to haunt our collective imagination.

So next time you see a tentacled plushie or hear a whisper of “R’lyeh,” remember: this ancient being isn’t just sleeping—it’s dreaming. And maybe, just maybe, it’s dreaming of us.

The Problem with H.P. Lovecraft

H.P. Lovecraft’s racist ideology and xenophobia were not peripheral aspects of his life—they were deeply woven into both his personal beliefs and fictional works. Understanding this side of Lovecraft is essential for a full and honest view of his legacy.


🧠 Personal Beliefs

Lovecraft held openly racist, xenophobic, and antisemitic views throughout his life. Examples:

  • He believed in white Anglo-Saxon superiority, idealizing a mythic “Old Stock” New England culture.
  • He expressed deep contempt for immigrants, Black people, Jews, Asians, Indigenous people, and other marginalized groups.
  • In private letters, he used racial slurs and made inflammatory remarks that today are shocking even by early 20th-century standards.

📜 For example, in a 1912 poem titled “On the Creation of Niggers”, he described Black people as a separate and lesser creation—this poem is widely cited as one of the most disturbing examples of his overt racism.


📚 In His Fiction

Lovecraft’s racism also appears in his stories:

  • “The Horror at Red Hook” (1925): Set in a Brooklyn neighborhood full of immigrants, it depicts a world of sinister foreign cults and “mongrel” populations that threaten civilized (white) society.
  • “The Call of Cthulhu” (1928): The cultists worshipping Cthulhu are described in exoticized, racialized, and dehumanizing terms.
  • “The Shadow over Innsmouth” (1936): A story of “degeneration” through the interbreeding of humans with sea creatures, often read as an allegory for racial mixing—something Lovecraft explicitly feared.

His fiction often reflects his fear of “contamination,” “degeneration,” and “the other” — themes that align with early 20th-century racist pseudoscience and eugenics.


🔄 How His Legacy Is Handled Today

  • Modern scholars and fans now openly discuss and critique Lovecraft’s racism, rather than ignore it.
  • Some writers of color, like Victor LaValle (The Ballad of Black Tom) and Matt Ruff (Lovecraft Country), have reclaimed or subverted Lovecraft’s themes, using his legacy to explore race, identity, and power.
  • The World Fantasy Award used to feature Lovecraft’s likeness on its trophy, but after protests led by writers like Nnedi Okorafor, it was changed in 2015.

🎭 The Dual Legacy

Lovecraft is a foundational figure in horror and speculative fiction, but his work cannot be separated from the white supremacist worldview that shaped it. Today, many readers and writers approach his legacy critically—admiring the cosmic horror while confronting the human ugliness behind it.

 

Who was H.P. Lovecraft

H.P. Lovecraft (Howard Phillips Lovecraft, born August 20, 1890 – died March 15, 1937) was an American writer best known for pioneering the subgenre of cosmic horror, which emphasizes the insignificance of humanity in the face of an incomprehensibly vast and indifferent universe.


🧍‍♂️ Who Was He?

  • Born: Providence, Rhode Island, USA
  • Died: Age 46, in poverty, of cancer and malnutrition
  • Occupation: Writer, amateur journalist, and prolific letter-writer
  • Lifestyle: Reclusive and poor, Lovecraft published mostly in pulp magazines like Weird Tales. His fame grew only posthumously.

🧠 What Did He Believe?

Lovecraft was obsessed with:

  • Science, astronomy, and materialism — he rejected religion but feared the limits of human understanding.
  • Ancestry and the past — he had a strong fixation on lineage and civilization, sometimes expressed through elitist and racist views that were extreme even for his time.
  • Dreams and nightmares — many of his stories are inspired by his vivid dreams.

🕷️ What Is He Known For?

  • Inventing or popularizing the Cthulhu Mythos, a shared universe of ancient alien gods, forbidden books, and cults.
  • Blending science fiction, horror, and fantasy, with an emphasis on atmosphere, dread, and cosmic indifference.
  • Creating a new form of horror: the horror of the unknown and unknowable, rather than just monsters or gore.

📚 Key Stories:

  • The Call of Cthulhu (1928)
  • The Shadow over Innsmouth (1936)
  • At the Mountains of Madness (1936)
  • The Dunwich Horror (1929)
  • The Colour Out of Space (1927)

💀 Legacy

Despite being relatively unknown in his lifetime, Lovecraft is now considered one of the most influential horror writers in history. His work has inspired countless writers (Stephen King, Neil Gaiman), films (The Thing, Alien), games (Bloodborne, Call of Cthulhu RPG), and cultural movements (Lovecraftian horror, eldritch horror, cosmic pessimism).

However, his racist ideology and xenophobia are now widely criticized and discussed alongside his literary contributions.


 

H.P. Lovecraft : An Overview

H.P. Lovecraft (Howard Phillips Lovecraft, 1890–1937) was an American writer best known for his influential contributions to the horror genre, particularly cosmic horror—the idea that the universe is vast, uncaring, and full of ancient, unknowable forces.


🔮 Key Themes in Lovecraft’s Work:

  • Cosmic Horror: Terror of the unknown and unknowable; the insignificance of humanity in the face of vast cosmic entities.
  • Forbidden Knowledge: Books like the Necronomicon serve as gateways to sanity-shattering truths.
  • Madness: Encountering the truth about the cosmos often leads characters to insanity.
  • Ancient Gods and Creatures: Entities like Cthulhu, Nyarlathotep, and Azathoth—godlike beings from beyond space and time.

📚 Famous Works:

  • The Call of Cthulhu (1928) – Introduced the infamous Great Old One, Cthulhu.
  • At the Mountains of Madness (1936) – An Antarctic expedition uncovers ancient, alien horrors.
  • The Shadow over Innsmouth (1936) – A decaying seaside town harbors a dark secret and a monstrous legacy.
  • The Dunwich Horror (1929) – A grotesque tale of forbidden rites and otherworldly beings.

🧠 Legacy:

  • Lovecraft created the Cthulhu Mythos, an unofficial shared universe of gods, monsters, and mythologies continued by other writers like August Derleth and Ramsey Campbell.
  • His influence touches horror fiction, films, games, and pop culture—from Stephen King to The Thing to Bloodborne and The Call of Cthulhu RPGs.
  • He also held deeply racist and xenophobic views, which are now openly acknowledged and criticized even by those who admire his literary impact.

 

Bigfoot: Myth, Monster, or Missing Link?

Deep in the forests of North America, a legend lurks. A towering, ape-like figure, covered in thick fur, with enormous footprints and an eerie, almost human presence. Whether you call it Bigfoot, Sasquatch, or the Wild Man of the Woods, this elusive creature has captivated believers and skeptics alike for centuries. But is Bigfoot real, or is it just the greatest hoax in cryptid history?


The Origins: Bigfoot in Native American Folklore

Long before modern-day sightings, indigenous tribes across North America told stories of hairy, giant-like beings living in the wilderness. The Salish people of the Pacific Northwest referred to a creature called Sasq’ets—which later inspired the name “Sasquatch.” Similar legends exist among the Iroquois, Lakota, and Cherokee, describing wild men or forest giants with supernatural abilities.

The modern Bigfoot craze, however, didn’t take off until 1958, when a California logging crew found massive footprints near their worksite. The story made headlines, and the name “Bigfoot” was born. Decades later, it was revealed to be a hoax—created by the family of a prank-loving logger named Ray Wallace. But by then, the legend had already taken on a life of its own.


The Patterson-Gimlin Film: The Most Famous Bigfoot Footage

In 1967, a short, grainy film changed Bigfoot history forever. Roger Patterson and Bob Gimlin captured a tall, hairy figure striding through a California riverbed. The footage, known as the Patterson-Gimlin Film, remains the most famous “evidence” of Bigfoot to this day.

Skeptics argue that the film is just a man in a costume, but cryptozoologists claim that the creature’s fluid movement, muscle definition, and proportions don’t match any known human or animal. More than 50 years later, no one has definitively proven—or debunked—the footage.


Theories: What Could Bigfoot Be?

Bigfoot believers have plenty of theories about what the creature could be:

  • A Relic Hominid: Some think Bigfoot could be a surviving population of Gigantopithecus, a prehistoric ape that lived in Asia and stood over 10 feet tall. If a few migrated to North America, could they have evolved into Sasquatch?
  • An Undiscovered Primate: Some scientists speculate Bigfoot could be an unknown species of large primate, similar to orangutans or gorillas, but highly adapted to North American forests.
  • A Paranormal Entity: Some sightings describe glowing red eyes, telepathic communication, or even interdimensional travel, leading some to believe Bigfoot is more than just a flesh-and-blood creature.
  • A Case of Misidentification: Many Bigfoot reports could be bears standing on their hind legs, large humans, or even elaborate hoaxes—especially since several alleged Bigfoot photos have turned out to be fakes.

Bigfoot Sightings: Just a Legend or Something More?

Bigfoot encounters aren’t just limited to the Pacific Northwest. Reports have surfaced all over the United States and beyond, including:

  • The Skunk Ape (Florida): A smaller, swamp-dwelling version of Bigfoot with a strong, foul odor.
  • The Yowie (Australia): A Bigfoot-like creature from Aboriginal folklore.
  • The Yeti (Himalayas): Sometimes called the “Abominable Snowman,” this version of Bigfoot is said to roam the snowy peaks of Nepal and Tibet.

Even in modern times, thousands of people claim to see massive, hairy figures in remote forests, leaving behind footprints and eerie howls in the night. Some of the most compelling evidence includes:

  • Footprints: Huge tracks—sometimes measuring over 20 inches—have been found deep in the wilderness.
  • Audio Recordings: Strange, inhuman screams and “wood knocking” sounds have been captured in forests worldwide.
  • DNA Evidence: Some hair and tissue samples have been analyzed, but results are inconclusive, often belonging to bears, wolves, or unknown primates.

Bigfoot in Pop Culture: From Mystery to Mainstream

Bigfoot has gone from folklore to full-blown pop culture phenomenon. The creature has appeared in:

  • Movies & TV Shows: Harry and the Hendersons (1987), Finding Bigfoot (2011-2018)
  • Advertising: Bigfoot has been used to sell everything from beef jerky (Jack Link’s) to truck tires.
  • Tourism & Festivals: Some towns, like Willow Creek, California, have embraced Bigfoot with museums and annual Sasquatch-themed events.

Could Bigfoot Be Real?

Despite thousands of sightings, no definitive proof of Bigfoot has ever been found—no skeletons, no bodies, no conclusive DNA. This lack of evidence leads many scientists to dismiss Bigfoot as a myth, a combination of hoaxes, misidentifications, and wishful thinking.

But believers argue that the world is full of mysteries. After all, new species are discovered every year, and vast forests remain unexplored. Could Bigfoot simply be an undiscovered relic of the past, hiding just beyond our reach?

Until someone catches one on camera—without the blur—or finds undeniable evidence, Bigfoot will remain one of the world’s greatest cryptid mysteries.

So, is Bigfoot real? The answer is still out there, lurking in the woods, waiting to be found.